Through it all...

Oh yeah, wondering why its Green theme? For some of you who know me, its because my next phase of life is Army.

So I decided to fit the theme in! Cool huh... If you can't adjust to the brightness I suggest sunglasses. XD

Besides, why through it all? Well, I was thinking that Through everything I have been through, through it all... I will still follow him. Of course I wanted to fill in the blanks myself. So its actually Through it All, I trust in Him.

No prize to guess who He is. LOL!

Besides that, I've been bugged lately by my bad habits. They seem to have return, all the laziness and procrastination as well as the lack of drive. Its like I really do not know what to do with my own life. Don't you ever feel that way sometimes?

I mean sure, I know I have a destiny in Christ. However, sometimes, as I began to go through life's motion. Life always have a tendency to bend your decisions. I know I wanted to be in the Arts area, yet which one am I suppose to be in? Music? Animation? Design?

Then again. As I look back to my achievements, my art was only so-so, I do not have music lessons before until now. Yet I do not really know if I can be successful in these areas. After all, most of my time is spent studying, slacking, playing games... the Normal stuff... Yet I love extraordinary things. I dream of myself doing extraordinary things. God even gave me dreams which are extraordinary and sometimes difficult to comprehend haha... Well, His thoughts are higher than our thoughts, sometimes his images are Higher quality then our images. Yes, God has a HDTV imaging system while we suffer with normal TV quality.

Then sometimes we just can't really see ourselves doing that. Worse, you want them ALL! I know humans have a limit they should share their abilities with one another. But my desires are out of whack! Though everything points towards the arts. I actually wanted to dance but looking at myself now, I am not even physically qualified. I love to music, especially composed by other people for soundtracks. There is an emotion tied to it that is hard to break off. Thus I start taking lessons to see if I have this ability as well... I love animation since young. Watched animation all the time, which was really very bad, do not let your children watch too much TV please!

Don't make them just dream, let them do whatever it is the job is required get them interested in that job scope...

Though I have indecision but for now, I still put my trust in the Lord. Temptations come, yet I still trust in the lord to deliver me from them. I must first of all put the effort, and confess, Faith is an action, its also a confession.

"I may not have a great feeling right now, but so long as you believe, ALL THINGS are POSSIBLE!" - Rev. Casey Treat

Love that faith guy!