Hit by the Sian-Disease

Its those days again, when I feel the pressure, for no apparent reason.

Ok maybe its for a few reasons. I am just so tired. Probably because I sleep too late. Or maybe its because of the Final Exam coming. Perhaps its the job I have? It is admin job afterall, abit sian of it. Perhaps all of my energy went to FOP for dancing too much. LOL!

I do have one good news over all the sian-ness I mentioned. I manage to clear my common test! Its a pass! The lecturer do not want to tell me, But I have a feeling its a JUST pass. Nevertheless, I passed. Yet it still does not comfort me. The 2nd Paper was really difficult, what if the lecturer set something so hard that I can't pass my BTN again? Maybe in the end, this was the root of me being sian.

Furthermore, a friend of mine, who I looked up to a role model, has suddenly 'fallen' from where he was. Shall not mention the name. For those who know, you-know-who it was. You don't? Next time then tell you who.

It seems after FOP, the devil decided to start attacking the christians in their walk with God, with their Faith. I felt so drain I admitted that I have not been praying and reading the bible this week. To add on I even played games, not studying. ARGH! WHY ALWAYS LIKE THIS ON THE LAST FEW WEEKS TO EXAM!!!

Anyway, depressed at the moment. But I won't stay this way all the time. I have to stand up. Citius, Altius, Fortius! The motto of the Olympics must ring within our minds.

BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008 will commence today! Don't miss it!